Mafia Doms Series by Adara Wolf, R. Phoenix

I've been taking care of myself for as long as I can remember. Kicked out as a teen, living on the streets, earning money in whatever manner I could, my life has never been easy. Now Evan, a mafia enforcer, has taken a liking to me, and he thinks he can own me, control me. Well, he can fuck right off. I'm never going to be dependent on anyone else ever again... moreI've been taking care of myself for as long as I can remember. Kicked out as a teen, living on the streets, earning money in whatever manner I could, my life has never been easy. Now Evan, a mafia enforcer, has taken a liking to me, and he thinks he can own me, control me. Well, he can fuck right off. I'm never going to be dependent on anyone else ever again. Because if I start to fall for him, if I start to rely on him, it'll hurt even worse when he inevitably decides to dump me just like everybody else does. This is the second book of the Mafia Doms series. It can be read as a standalone. Content notes coming soon! less

I thought I was over it--over him. But eight years after he betrayed me, we're suddenly working for the same organization. It's impossible to be professional when all I can think about is how much I want to hurt him, make him suffer the way I suffered.And how much I want to completely wreck him, until he's a mess of pleasure and pain.I know I can't trust him. But no matter how hard I try, I can't stay away.I never expected to see Knives again. I put that part of my life behind me... moreI thought I was over it--over him. But eight years after he betrayed me, we're suddenly working for the same organization. It's impossible to be professional when all I can think about is how much I want to hurt him, make him suffer the way I suffered.And how much I want to completely wreck him, until he's a mess of pleasure and pain.I know I can't trust him. But no matter how hard I try, I can't stay away.I never expected to see Knives again. I put that part of my life behind me. Yet now we're both made men in the same organization. the boss is forcing us to work together.There's no way for me to apologize. I'll take whatever he gives me, the good and the bad. I deserve to suffer.Sometimes, I can't help but wish that I deserved to be happy, too.This is the third book of the Mafia Doms series. It can be read as a standalone, but it is best enjoyed after reading Submit and Control. Obey is a “mid-gray-to-dark” enemies to lovers novel from Adara Wolf & R. Phoenix. Please look inside for more detailed notes. less

Every day, I need to remind myself that I'm lucky. I'm lucky I have a home. I'm lucky I'm healthy. I'm lucky I have a partner.But it's hard to remember that I'm lucky when my lover tells me I need to get close to Ilya Zima, notorious Russian mafia boss. If I do this, my partner's career is set.Get close, find out Ilya's secrets, and my life will be happy again. There will be no more yelling, no more hitting. The BDSM will make me feel good again, not bad... moreEvery day, I need to remind myself that I'm lucky. I'm lucky I have a home. I'm lucky I'm healthy. I'm lucky I have a partner.But it's hard to remember that I'm lucky when my lover tells me I need to get close to Ilya Zima, notorious Russian mafia boss. If I do this, my partner's career is set.Get close, find out Ilya's secrets, and my life will be happy again. There will be no more yelling, no more hitting. The BDSM will make me feel good again, not bad.Only Ilya isn't rough or terrifying like I imagined. He's gentle, and sweet, and he likes my music. He wants to pet me and make me feel good. He understands me.The more time I spend with him, the more I forget who he's supposed to be.The more I fall for him.And the more I desperately want him to save me.Trust is a spicy, m/m age gap BDSM romance with a Bratva leader and a down-on-his-luck musician trapped in a cycle of abuse. Although set in the Mafia Doms universe, it is a complete standalone that can be enjoyed without having read any other books. Trust contains scenes of domestic violence. less