***This book is meant for readers 18 years of age or older due to drug usage and sexual content*** This is Part One of The Perfection Series. Guilt. It rules my life. I am riddled with it. After fifteen years, you would think it would lessen. It hasn’t. Drugs numb it. Women relieve it. But it always returns, stronger and heavier. Always. The light, it is refreshing It gets closer and I reach for it. But it is always just out of my grasp. Always.
