Los Diablos Syndicate Series by Bex Dawn

"But God, those days when I would wake up to one of the more horrific nightmares, days that would leave me riddled with such pain, anger, and guilt. Days when not only the nightmares clung to me, but the memories I have worked so hard to bury, come out to play. They dance through my brain taunting me, reminding me of my worth, my brokenness, my failures. They follow me all day, leaving me in a fog of nothingness. Those days are the worst. They are days of choices... more"But God, those days when I would wake up to one of the more horrific nightmares, days that would leave me riddled with such pain, anger, and guilt. Days when not only the nightmares clung to me, but the memories I have worked so hard to bury, come out to play. They dance through my brain taunting me, reminding me of my worth, my brokenness, my failures. They follow me all day, leaving me in a fog of nothingness. Those days are the worst. They are days of choices. Choose to wrap my car around a tree, or not. To take too many of those sleeping pills or throw them all away. To slice, or not to slice. Days when I would do anything at all to make the pain stop. To physically remove the memories from my brain. There's no other way to purge them from my system.Today is a day of choices. To jump, or not to jump."This is the heartbreaking short story of Ella's struggles with her mental health, anxiety, and severe depression. She hits rock bottom, finds a lifeline, and fights tooth and nail to get better. Will she find her happily ever after?This is a short Prequel/Novella that sets the reader up for the series, Los Diablos Syndicate. Please read this Novella FIRST, in order for the next book to make sense. less

This is a reverse harem, mafia/gang, mystery romance with plot twists/turns, steamy and smutty scenes, hot alpha-possessive-assholes, sweet love, and grungy content. Our FMC goes through it but she definitely has her come back. Her badassery comes through and she becomes a warrior with the support of her men behind her.Ella​Ever since that day on the bridge two years ago, I’ve done everything in my power to change my life for the better... moreThis is a reverse harem, mafia/gang, mystery romance with plot twists/turns, steamy and smutty scenes, hot alpha-possessive-assholes, sweet love, and grungy content. Our FMC goes through it but she definitely has her come back. Her badassery comes through and she becomes a warrior with the support of her men behind her.Ella​Ever since that day on the bridge two years ago, I’ve done everything in my power to change my life for the better. I have fought tooth and nail to climb out of the dark hole of depression that I had been living in. Finally, I found myself in a good place, until one day, I made a mistake that had repercussions I never saw coming.I said yes.Now, I’m once again in a difficult situation that I don’t know how to escape. I’m alone, scared, and broken. I’m doing everything I can to hold onto the good pieces of my life, small as they may be. But what am I supposed to do when no matter how hard I fight, outside forces keep knocking me back down?How much worse can things get? And how and the world will I save myself this time when it’s not me I’m fighting against?My ex is doing everything he can to destroy me and I have no idea how to escape to jerk. Until one day, I meet him, Gage Luna. He’s gorgeous, powerful, domineering and he makes me feel things I’ve never felt before. He introduces me to a world I never knew existed. It’s full of murder, mayhem, and his three hot as hell brothers.Now torn between the demons of my past and the future that is begging for me to take it, I’m realizing there is no turning back from what’s in front of me.I want it, and I’m damn well going to take it.​GageShe’s unlike anyone I’ve ever met before. She’s a stunning little hellion and she’s got me in a chokehold.From the moment I laid eyes on her, I knew she had the potential to bring me to my knees, and it seems my brother feels the same way.We’ve allowed ourselves to get close to her and it’s never something either of us thought we would do. We don’t have relationships and women don’t fit in with our insane lives. But I find that I’m drawn to her and no matter how much I tell myself that it’s not a good idea, I can’t seem to let her go. Neither can Maddox.Ella has secrets and it’s clear as day that she’s fighting a downhill battle. She has demons in her life that she’s doing her best to hide, but when they come out and seek to destroy her, she can’t keep her secret any longer.She thinks she’s alone in all of this. She thinks there is no one more powerful than her enemies.The problem is, she has no idea who I really am. Who we are.Maddox, my brother, and our two best friends, Stone and Nyxon and myself, are the biggest monsters out there. And now that we’ve got Ella in our lives, no one will touch her but us.We will burn the world for her. less

This is a reverse harem, mafia/gang, mystery romance with plot twists/turns, steamy and smutty scenes, hot alpha-possessive-assholes, sweet love, and grungy content. Our FMC goes through it but she definitely has her come back. Her badassery comes through and she becomes a warrior with the support of her men behind her... moreThis is a reverse harem, mafia/gang, mystery romance with plot twists/turns, steamy and smutty scenes, hot alpha-possessive-assholes, sweet love, and grungy content. Our FMC goes through it but she definitely has her come back. Her badassery comes through and she becomes a warrior with the support of her men behind her. This will be a four full-length book series with a Prequel Novella that starts the journey off!What do you do when everywhere you turn, your world is filled with secrets and lies?When it feels like everyone you care about is hiding something for you, waiting for their opportunity to stab you in the back and betray you?No, seriously, I’m asking. Because that’s what my life feels like right now.My roommate isn’t who I thought she was. She went behind my back and betrayed me, cutting deeply.My best friend abandoned me when I needed him the most and he refuses to tell me where he’s been.My boyfriend lied, cheated, and broke me in the worst way imaginable. He spilled his deep, dark secrets, thinking I would be taking them with me to an early grave.He left me for dead.Unfortunately for him, I didn’t only survive his brutal attack, but I remember every single word he said.And the men who have bulldozed their way into my life. The ones who saved me, nursed me back to health, and have cared for me every step of the way.Their deception somehow hurts the very worst.Who am I supposed to trust now and what the hell am I supposed to do when I’ve got enemies coming at me from every direction?The answer is simple.Find the biggest monsters out there, and make them mine.MaddoxI don’t care what she thinks she’s doing, but she’s not going anywhere.Over my dead damn body.She’s ours now.She became ours when she walked into our business, our home, our lives.The world of Los Diablos may be full of crime, murder, and mayhem, but it doesn’t scare us.We are bigger and badder than even her biggest nightmares and if slaying her demons is what it takes to keep her, then we’ll do it.My brothers and I are ready to fight for her, even if it means blowing up our own world in the process.We will burn it all down for her, and evolve from the ashes.This book has content unsuitable for those under 18 and has material that some readers may find uncomfortable. less

EllaWill it ever end? The constant battle for survival. Will I ever claw my way out of the darkness that’s begging to take me under?I will. I have to.Because now that I’ve had a taste of true happiness and safety, I refuse to let it go.My entire life, I’ve been a victim. A pawn in everyone else’s messed-up plans.No more.I will not cower. I will not hide. I will find my strength, and I will fight... moreEllaWill it ever end? The constant battle for survival. Will I ever claw my way out of the darkness that’s begging to take me under?I will. I have to.Because now that I’ve had a taste of true happiness and safety, I refuse to let it go.My entire life, I’ve been a victim. A pawn in everyone else’s messed-up plans.No more.I will not cower. I will not hide. I will find my strength, and I will fight.I found love when I wasn't looking for it–when I’d given up on it, and now that it’s in my hands, I’ll be damned if I let it be taken from me.They may have demons of their own, but at the end of the day, they are my demons–my devils.In a world full of brutality, murder, and destruction, all of us will have to lean on each other to find our way out.But what happens when the enemies we thought would strike us down, end up being nothing more than distractions from the real threat?Will we survive together or will it tear us apart? And what about my best friend? Will he find his way into our lives or will he decide to abandon me once and for all?StoneMi Cielo. My Sky. My World.Mine.Except, she’s not mine.She’s theirs. Until now.I have waited most of my life to have her back in my arms, in my orbit, in my life. I will not let her go. I will not allow those who haunt her past, to destroy her future.Isabella is full of secrets and pain. She’s spent her life lost in a darkness created by monsters. She needs us, but more than that, we need her.Enemies are coming from every side in all of our lives. They’re hellbent on tearing us apart and taking us down one by one.But I will not let them.I may just be the nerdy, quiet tech guru, but I’m still a Devil. I’m just as powerful as my friends, if not more because unlike them, I have something to lose.If Isabella is taken from us again, we’ll all lose her, but they’ll also lose me. Because I refuse to live in a world where she does not exist, and that makes me the most dangerous Devil of them all. less

Prequel: Crash: A Los Diablos Syndicate NovellaBook 1: Burn: A Dark Reverse Harem RomanceBook 2: Evolve: A Dark Reverse Harem RomanceBook 3: Ressurect: A Dark Reverse Harem RomanceBook 4: Prevail: A Dark Reverse Harem Romance (Part 1, Part 2)Book 5: Reign: A Dark Reverse Harem RomanceThis is a Reverse Harem, mafia/gang, mystery romance with plot twists/turns, steamy and smutty scenes, hot alpha-possessive-assholes, sweet love, and grungy content... morePrequel: Crash: A Los Diablos Syndicate NovellaBook 1: Burn: A Dark Reverse Harem RomanceBook 2: Evolve: A Dark Reverse Harem RomanceBook 3: Ressurect: A Dark Reverse Harem RomanceBook 4: Prevail: A Dark Reverse Harem Romance (Part 1, Part 2)Book 5: Reign: A Dark Reverse Harem RomanceThis is a Reverse Harem, mafia/gang, mystery romance with plot twists/turns, steamy and smutty scenes, hot alpha-possessive-assholes, sweet love, and grungy content. Our FMC goes through it, but she definitely has her come back. Her badassery comes through, and she becomes a warrior with the support of her men behind her.This is a continual series with cliffhangers at the end of each book. The series WILL NOT make sense if not read in order to completion. In the end, we will get a HEA!EllaI had it all.A home, a family, men who loved me, a best friend who’d die for me.And then, I lost it.They say it only takes one minute for everything to change irreparably, and after the life of horrors I’ve experienced, I know that better than anyone. But I got comfortable. I felt safe, and now, they’re gone.Maddox, Gage, Stone, Nyxon, and Hunter. My missing pieces, the tape that held me together while I fractured. The men who taught me love and reminded me how to breathe.Sixty seconds is all it took for my present to be taken from me and to be thrown back into the trenches of my past.Sixty seconds is all it took for the other half of my soul to bleed out in my arms.Sixty seconds is all it took for my entire world to shatter.Now I’m alone, hurt, and confused without the men I love to keep me safe. They’re missing, Hunter is gone, and I have no choice but to save them myself or risk losing everything I never knew I needed.I’ve lived my life being the pawn on everyone else's chess board, destined to break at the enemy’s hands.I had to crash in order to burn, and with their help, I was able to evolve and resurrect, leaving the broken girl I once was behind for good. The question is, will I fail to save the men I love and ruin my family name once and for all, or will I prevail and become the queen I was always meant to be?NyxonMy brothers and I are hardened criminals–gangsters. We have a reputation as the ruthless men who run the city, ruling it with an iron fist.But the thrones that we sit upon are built of lies. Greed. Destruction. Devastation. Our veins burn with the carnage of our pasts, the sins we’ve been forced to commit.It’s why I refused to let her in. Why I pushed her away, keeping her at a distance instead of loving her the way I desperately wanted to.Isabella Hudson. My Thumbelina. Mi Reina.The woman who saved my life all those years ago on that bridge. The woman who captivated me with one look, one smile, and one word.Stay.I never thought I’d see her again, but fate had other ideas, placing her directly in not just my path but my brother’s as well.Like soldiers amid battle, we’ve fallen. She’s captured us, weaving the five of us into her tapestry as though it’s where we were always meant to be. She is ours, and we are hers.Faithful, willing, devoted.Isabella chose to remain in our lives; danger be damned. And now, the war is at our doorstep. The demons are in our beds. It’s not in our nature to submit to captivity, but with her on the outside and us in our enemy's clutches, we have no choice but to let our queen reign.This book has content unsuitable for those under 18 and has material that some readers may find uncomfortable. Check the complete TW on my website.The ebook is broken into two parts, part one and two. The physical book is one copy with a purple cover. less