The F-Word Series by E. Davies

“He's waiting for me to ask, and I'm afraid.” “I'm just one more gay guy here.” Moving to the suburbs of L.A. was supposed to give Nic Montero a fresh start. After escaping his family, coming out as a gay trans man, and excelling in computer programming out of desperation to get financially stable or die, everything should be easy. But joining gay culture now, post-transition, feels impossible... until he runs into the force of nature that is Kyle. Everything Nic isn't, Kyle embodies... more“He's waiting for me to ask, and I'm afraid.” “I'm just one more gay guy here.” Moving to the suburbs of L.A. was supposed to give Nic Montero a fresh start. After escaping his family, coming out as a gay trans man, and excelling in computer programming out of desperation to get financially stable or die, everything should be easy. But joining gay culture now, post-transition, feels impossible... until he runs into the force of nature that is Kyle. Everything Nic isn't, Kyle embodies. Green hair, garters and cut-off shorts, sports jerseys, and all, brash Kyle is the most gorgeous man he's ever laid eyes on, and he pulls Nic headlong into the center of his world. If only Nic felt like enough for a man like Kyle. “One-night stands are my only option.” Loud, loving, and too much for most men to handle, Kyle Everett catches eyes and occasionally scorn... even at his job at the local HIV charity, Plus. His days and nights are spent at work, his precious spare moments spent with his son, Kevin, when it's his turn to co-parent, or his best friend, drag queen River. He only has money or time for cheap flings, but the lanky otter who walks into his life makes Kyle want to hold him for longer than a night. He knows what it's like for Nic to be without a family, but he isn't brave enough to let this man into his life... until his charity is targeted by bigots, and Nic's there for him. “I'll stay with you if you're brave enough to be you.” Nic spent his twenties avoiding family and even his own femininity, but his yearning is impossible to ignore. Kyle's used to flying solo, but Nic offers him safety and fills gaps in his life he never realized existed and now can't stand. Living in close proximity, they can't run from their attraction, but they're each used to being rejected, with the emotional scars to prove it. Can two men who feel like they're not enough and too much find something just right? Flaunt is a standalone gay romance novel with a happily ever after ending. less

“We dated for a hot second five years ago. Things have changed.“Five years ago, Zeph met River. The timing couldn’t have been worse. An orphan with something to prove and the ghosts of his past breathing down his neck, Zeph took the offer from a pro MMA gym to live and train in the Midwest. River let him go easily. If it was a convenient excuse to escape emotional intimacy, neither of them had to admit it. Until now... more“We dated for a hot second five years ago. Things have changed.“Five years ago, Zeph met River. The timing couldn’t have been worse. An orphan with something to prove and the ghosts of his past breathing down his neck, Zeph took the offer from a pro MMA gym to live and train in the Midwest. River let him go easily. If it was a convenient excuse to escape emotional intimacy, neither of them had to admit it. Until now.Drag queen and makeup artist River isn’t easily fazed, but meeting Zeph on his home turf throws him for a loop. Something about Zeph still gets under his skin. And River’s next job, a drag show in L.A. and Vegas, will require a security guy to look after the performers. Who better than a tattooed mixed martial artist who still gives him smoldering looks?It doesn’t take long for them to fall together. They’re opposite as can be, but dating for ten days wasn’t long enough the first time around. Another ten days could get it out of their systems… but are they fighting for or with each other? It’s easy to get hard. It’s hard to be easy. Vulnerability is off the table, until the table turns. How long do you have to have known a guy to put your life into his hands?Freak is a standalone gay romance novel with a happily ever after ending. less

“You're old enough to do it alone. That doesn't mean you have to.” Growing up hanging out in his single mom's diner, Sam Grant never planned to inherit it. But a car accident two weeks after his eighteenth birthday left him no choice but to turn away from the freedom he'd tasted, take legal guardianship of his younger brother, and hang up his childhood. Now twenty, Sam's diner regulars have watched him grow up, but he can't convince himself he's worth dating... more“You're old enough to do it alone. That doesn't mean you have to.” Growing up hanging out in his single mom's diner, Sam Grant never planned to inherit it. But a car accident two weeks after his eighteenth birthday left him no choice but to turn away from the freedom he'd tasted, take legal guardianship of his younger brother, and hang up his childhood. Now twenty, Sam's diner regulars have watched him grow up, but he can't convince himself he's worth dating. Not once a guy finds out about his scars: his fixation on routines, the responsibilities cracking him open, and his growing certainty that he can't be attracted to someone he doesn't already love. Who would stick around that long? Dying his first gray hairs pink was the extent of Denver Weston's thirtieth birthday crisis. He's lived through it all already—forced to drop out of school a decade ago when his parents found out he was seeing a guy and cut him off, doing what he had to in order to survive, moving in with boyfriend after boyfriend. His HIV diagnosis seven years ago is the best thing that’s happened to him. Starting Plus, a HIV charity, has given him a purpose. But Denver can't bring himself to have his heart broken over and over, so dating has been off the table. Love and acceptance don't just fall into a guy's lap, do they? Denver's just the guy who always sits in the corner booth and orders the classic breakfast, eggs over easy. Sam's just the kid who always seems to be working when Denver comes in. It's one small change: a different breakfast order. But, like dominos, the moment their preconceptions of each other collapse, so do their carefully set-up plans. Can they give in to the attraction that's been slowly burning them up, or will uncharted territory make them turn tail and run? Faux is a standalone gay romance novel with a happily ever after ending. less

Jake Gray always wanted a real family. He left his own behind when he began his transition, but if he wants a baby he'll need to come off testosterone and get his life in order. The tips he makes as a waiter are barely enough to pay L.A. rent, let alone raise a child. But he’s made his own way for so long that he doesn’t want to rely on others now. Tristan Bailey makes ends meet and then a bit extra as a B-list actor... moreJake Gray always wanted a real family. He left his own behind when he began his transition, but if he wants a baby he'll need to come off testosterone and get his life in order. The tips he makes as a waiter are barely enough to pay L.A. rent, let alone raise a child. But he’s made his own way for so long that he doesn’t want to rely on others now. Tristan Bailey makes ends meet and then a bit extra as a B-list actor. He should count his blessings, but it’s hard to see them from inside this closet. The more time he spends at his friends’ charity, the less he wants to pursue this life. And then he bumps into Jake, a runner from a movie Tristan made two years ago. One he wanted to hook up with, but he didn’t have the courage to ask… until now. Neither of them knows how to be loved, and while things seem to fit perfectly, Jake's unexpected pregnancy sends both men reeling. Jake always wanted to raise a child alone, but Tristan refuses to be yet another let-down in Jake's life. There's no perfect time to find love, have children, or rearrange their lives. There's only now. Can they trust each other through all the hurt both men have endured and take a chance on finding forever love? Forever is a standalone gay romance novel with a happily ever after ending and no cliffhanger. less

Agoraphobe Jaden has barely left the house in years. Being dragged to a gay bar by his big brother to bid on a blind date is not his idea of a good time. But then the unthinkable happens: he wins. Sure, he was just about ready to push his boundaries--but on his own time. Not with a probably-gorgeous stranger watching his every move.Henry hasn't been on a date in the last year--ever since he finished with lower surgery... moreAgoraphobe Jaden has barely left the house in years. Being dragged to a gay bar by his big brother to bid on a blind date is not his idea of a good time. But then the unthinkable happens: he wins. Sure, he was just about ready to push his boundaries--but on his own time. Not with a probably-gorgeous stranger watching his every move.Henry hasn't been on a date in the last year--ever since he finished with lower surgery. He works as a nature guide now in the great outdoors, and his new life suits him just fine. Just one thing's missing: a man to share it with. Jaden is sweet, accepting, yet terrified by everything about the date that isn't Henry. But he sees something in Jaden--in his courage for showing up, and his hope and vulnerability along the way.Back home, when he's in Denver in between guiding trips, Henry quickly becomes a staple in Jaden's home. With Jaden's understanding, Henry grows confident in his own skin. And with Henry's support, the walls of Jaden's sheltered life open up. But every step forward seems like it comes with two steps back. Can they take a deep breath and step into the wide open future--together?This novel is based on "Denver" -- a short story from the Heart2Heart 2 anthology. It has been revised and significantly expanded. It is now a standalone gay romance novel with a happily ever after ending and no cliffhanger. less

For the first time, enjoy the whole award-winning F-Word series in one collection. If you’ve never met the men in the F-Word universe, dive in—the series has 700+ five-star ratings on Amazon, and has won multiple Rainbow Awards!Here are the five novels included in this 1300-page FlauntHe's waiting for me to ask, and I'm afraid.After his transition, programmer Nic is struggling to feel like he’s a part of gay culture, until he runs into the green-haired, gartered force of nature that is Kyle... moreFor the first time, enjoy the whole award-winning F-Word series in one collection. If you’ve never met the men in the F-Word universe, dive in—the series has 700+ five-star ratings on Amazon, and has won multiple Rainbow Awards!Here are the five novels included in this 1300-page FlauntHe's waiting for me to ask, and I'm afraid.After his transition, programmer Nic is struggling to feel like he’s a part of gay culture, until he runs into the green-haired, gartered force of nature that is Kyle. Kyle is loud, loving, and too much for most men. And he’s nervous about letting himself fall in love when he has a son to focus on coparenting. Can two men who feel like they're not enough and too much find something just right?2017 Rainbow 2nd in Best Transgender Contemporary Romance & Finalist in Best Transgender Book! ------------ FreakWe dated for a hot second. Five years ago.Five years ago, pro MMA fighter Zeph met drag queen and makeup artist River. Ten days later, the tattooed hunk ran from emotional intimacy by taking an offer to train in the Midwest. He’s back, and River needs a security guy as his drag show takes to the road. Despite everything, he’d put his life—or anything else—in Zeph’s strong hands. Is another ten days long enough to get this out of their systems? ------------ FauxYou don’t have to do this alone.Two years ago, Sam inherited his single mom’s diner and sole custody of his little brother, and driven by his responsibilities and the routines that dominate his life, he hasn’t stopped since. Charity founder Denver, a decade older, is just the guy who always works from the corner booth. Sam's just the kid who always seems to be working. Can they give in to the slowly building attraction?2017 Rainbow Awards Runner-Up in Asexual Contemporary Romance! ------------ ForeverThere's no perfect time to fall in love or have kids. There’s only now.Jake is planning a family. He’s got more problems than money, but he’s made his own way for too long to trust others now. Then he bumps into closeted movie star Tristan, who remembers the cute guy he didn’t have the courage to ask out before now… let alone to invite home. Jake’s unexpected pregnancy sends both men reeling. Can they trust each other despite all they’ve endured and take a chance on finding forever love as they make their own family? ------------ FreedomLife doesn’t come with an instruction manual. But Henry’s junk does.Agoraphobe Jaden won a blind date, and it’s an overnight trip to the Grand Canyon with a gorgeous stranger—his total opposite, a hunky wilderness guide. Henry has finally finished bottom surgery, and he’s excited that they instantly click. They’re both ready for Jaden is ready to push himself out of his comfort zone, while Henry wants to stop hiding his past. But freedom has a price. Can they take the plunge into their wide open future together?2020-2021 Rainbow Winner of Best Transgender Contemporary Romance & Finalist in Best Transgender Book! ------------ Each book can be read on its own and promises a happily-ever-after ending, but you’ll enjoy them more as part of the whole series. A low-angst series filled with found family, fiercely proud love, and steamy encounters. One-click now and enjoy! less