Sex & Mayhem Series by K.A. Merikan, Miss Merikan

--- Don't talk to strangers. --- Zak. Tattoo artist. Independent. Doesn’t do relationships. Stitch. Outlaw biker. Deep in the closet. Doesn’t share his property. On the day of Stitch’s divorce, lust personified enters the biker bar he’s celebrating at. Tattooed all over, pierced, confident, and hot as hellfire, Zak is the bone Stitch has waited for life to throw him. All Stitch wants is a sniff, a taste, a lick... more--- Don't talk to strangers. --- Zak. Tattoo artist. Independent. Doesn’t do relationships. Stitch. Outlaw biker. Deep in the closet. Doesn’t share his property. On the day of Stitch’s divorce, lust personified enters the biker bar he’s celebrating at. Tattooed all over, pierced, confident, and hot as hellfire, Zak is the bone Stitch has waited for life to throw him. All Stitch wants is a sniff, a taste, a lick. What follows instead is gluttony of the most carnal sort, and nothing will ever be the same. Forced to hide his new love affair from the whole world, Stitch juggles family, club life, and crime, but it’s only a matter of time until it becomes too hard. Zak moves to Lake Valley in search of peace and quiet, but when he puts his hand into the jaws of a Hound of Valhalla, life gets all but simple. In order to be with Stitch, Zak’s biker wet dream, he has to crawl right back into the closet. As heated as the relationship is, the secrets, the hiding, the violence, jealousy, and conservative attitudes in the town rub Zak in all the wrong ways. When pretending he doesn't know what his man does becomes impossible, Zak needs to decide if life with an outlaw biker is really what he wants. As club life and the love affair collide, all that’s left in Zak and Stitch’s life is mayhem. WARNING Contains adult content: a gritty storyline, sex, explicit language, violence and torture POSSIBLE SPOILERS: Themes: Outlaw Motorcycle Club, organized crime, homophobia, family issues, coming out, first gay relationship, tattoo, piercing Genre: contemporary homoerotic romance Length: ~ 100,000 words (Standalone novel, no cliffhanger.) less

--- You don’t fuck with the club president's son. ---Tooth. Vice President of the Coffin Nails Motorcycle Club. On a neverending quest for vengeance. The last thing he needs is becoming a permanent babysitter for a male hooker.Lucifer. Fallen. Lost. Alone.After a childhood filled with neglect and abuse, followed by his mother’s suicide, Lucifer set out into the world alone. There was nothing for him out there other than taking it one day at a time... more--- You don’t fuck with the club president's son. ---Tooth. Vice President of the Coffin Nails Motorcycle Club. On a neverending quest for vengeance. The last thing he needs is becoming a permanent babysitter for a male hooker.Lucifer. Fallen. Lost. Alone.After a childhood filled with neglect and abuse, followed by his mother’s suicide, Lucifer set out into the world alone. There was nothing for him out there other than taking it one day at a time. As the bastard son of the Coffin Nails club president, Lucifer never got much fatherly love. So when the Nails show up at the strip joint Lucifer works in, the last thing he expects is to be put in the custody of Tooth, the Nails Vice President famous for his gruesome interrogation techniques. The man proves to be the sexiest beast Lucifer has ever met. He’s also older, straight, and an itch Luci can’t ever scratch. Tooth’s life came to a halt twelve years ago. His lover got brutally murdered, police never found the perpetrators, and all leads were dead ends. To find peace and his own justice, Tooth joined the Coffin Nails, but years on, he’s gotten nowhere with the case, yet still lives on with the burning fire for revenge.Babysitting a deeply scarred teenager with a talent for disappearing is the last thing on his bucket list. He promised himself to never get attached to someone like him again. To make sure the openly gay boy is safe in the clubhouse, Tooth is stuck keeping an eye on him. The big, blue, attention seeking gaze is drawing Tooth in, but fucking the president’s son is a complete no-go, even when both their feelings go beyond lust.What Tooth doesn’t know is that Lucifer might hold the key to the closure Tooth so desperately needs.WARNING Contains adult content: a gritty storyline, sex, explicit language, violence and abuse. Inappropriate use of dental tools and milk.POSSIBLE SPOILERS:Themes: Prostitution, Outlaw Motorcycle Club, organized crime, homophobia, family issues, coming out, discipline/punishment, organ snatching, hurt-comfort, age gapGenre: contemporary gay erotic dark romanceLength: ~ 125,000 words (Standalone novel, no cliffhanger.) less

--- What’s left when you strip away the lies? --- Sam. Loyal to the Coffin Nails MC. Lives by his own rules. Weakness: Damsels in distress. Jolie. In a deeply ambiguous relationship with the Coffin Nails MC. Lives from paycheck to paycheck. Weakness: Bad boys. As a patched member of the Coffin Nails MC, Sam is finally living the life he was destined for. A life of Harleys, guns, drugs, and eating pussy. A life of brotherhood above all... more--- What’s left when you strip away the lies? --- Sam. Loyal to the Coffin Nails MC. Lives by his own rules. Weakness: Damsels in distress. Jolie. In a deeply ambiguous relationship with the Coffin Nails MC. Lives from paycheck to paycheck. Weakness: Bad boys. As a patched member of the Coffin Nails MC, Sam is finally living the life he was destined for. A life of Harleys, guns, drugs, and eating pussy. A life of brotherhood above all. When he goes to pick up some pot brownies for the club president’s old lady, he meets a girl so sweet, his inner wolf wants to eat her there and then. What is supposed to be a typical fling, gets damn more complicated when the Coffin Nails decide to involve the pretty blonde baker in their drugs operation. Jolie has a knack for baking delicious cakes, but when it comes to her taste in men, she is a self-professed failure. After a disastrous relationship, she is still picking up the pieces and working three jobs to manage the financial carnage her ex left her with. The last thing she needs is a hot piece of tattooed hunk stomping into her life. Sam calls her ‘Candy’, but with a talent for being in the wrong place at the wrong time, Jolie should be called ‘Trouble’. To be with Jolie, Sam would have to disclose a secret he kept locked away for years. A secret so raw, that it might destroy his place in the brotherhood he’s fought so hard to be a part of. POSSIBLE SPOILERS: Themes: Outlaw motorcycle club, drugs, gender identity, secrets, misunderstandings, criminal activity, entrepreneurship, bad luck, debt Genre: Erotic romance, suspense Length: ~75,000 words (Standalone novel) WARNING: Adult content. Explicit sex, strong language, violence, and morally ambiguous protagonists. less

--- A gentle heart has no place in an outlaw’s chest ---Ghost. Not a member of the Coffin Nails MC. Not a doctor anymore. Not gay.Luca. Bent, not broken. Will not let go of Ghost. No matter what.Ghost finds out the hard way that people you meet online aren’t always who they seem to be. When he met ‘Zara’ five years ago, they became inseparable. She’s been with him through the rough and the smooth. He’s been there for her when her abusive boyfriend had her in tears... more--- A gentle heart has no place in an outlaw’s chest ---Ghost. Not a member of the Coffin Nails MC. Not a doctor anymore. Not gay.Luca. Bent, not broken. Will not let go of Ghost. No matter what.Ghost finds out the hard way that people you meet online aren’t always who they seem to be. When he met ‘Zara’ five years ago, they became inseparable. She’s been with him through the rough and the smooth. He’s been there for her when her abusive boyfriend had her in tears. She is The One, and despite all his friends considering him crazy, Ghost is about to propose. But ‘Zara’ turns out to be Luca, and Luca is most definitely a guy. Yet Luca is the same person with big dark eyes, so desperate to be saved that Ghost can’t help but fall head first.Luca’s so-called boyfriend is not just abusive. He is a Sicilian drug lord, a man dangerous and ruthless. If Ghost is to ever save the person who wreaked havoc on his heart, he has to make a deal with the Coffin Nails MC. But being a member is a destiny he’s always tried to avoid. And when a life of violence becomes too much to bear, he might be the one needing Luca to catch him when he falls.POSSIBLE SPOILERS:Themes: Outlaw motorcycle club, criminal activity, hurt/comfort, abuse, catfishing, independence, sexual orientation issues, mafia, PTSDWARNING: Adult content. Explicit gay sex, strong language, violence, potentially triggering sexual abuse scenes. Reader discretion advised. less

--- Live fast. Die young. Fuck hard.--- Red Jack. Rude. Crude. Horny ginger mess. In love with… himself. Loki. Deadbeat. Volatile. Stalker. Terminally ill. Fatally in love. When it comes to men, Red Jack has three rules. The guy has to be hot, out of town, and not up for repeats. It’s a good way to keep the gay flings far away from the eyes of his brothers in the Coffin Nails Motorcycle Club, and he will make damn sure it stays that way... more--- Live fast. Die young. Fuck hard.--- Red Jack. Rude. Crude. Horny ginger mess. In love with… himself. Loki. Deadbeat. Volatile. Stalker. Terminally ill. Fatally in love. When it comes to men, Red Jack has three rules. The guy has to be hot, out of town, and not up for repeats. It’s a good way to keep the gay flings far away from the eyes of his brothers in the Coffin Nails Motorcycle Club, and he will make damn sure it stays that way. When a hookup takes an ominous turn, and the sexy stranger turns up at his house, the heat is on. Loki invades his life and just won’t leave, wreaking havoc wherever he follows Jack, but getting rid of him becomes harder with every kiss. The world crumbles around Loki when he finds out he has cancer. As if his life wasn’t shit enough already. With only a few months left, he decides to live to the fullest and get every last wish on his bucket list fulfilled. One of those is fucking the hot bearded biker he meets the same night he got the bad news. Big, confident, and dangerous, Red Jack is all Loki ever wanted in a man. After all, he deserves one last shot at love. Who cares if Red Jack is a stubborn, closeted asshole? Loki knows what he wants, and he won’t settle for anything less. Even if it kills him. POSSIBLE SPOILERS: Themes: Outlaw motorcycle club, criminal activity, hurt/comfort, abuse, sexual orientation issues, stalking, revenge, bucket list, coping with illness, first love Genre: M/M dark erotic romance, suspense, drama Length: ~105,000 words, standalone novel (HEA) WARNING: Adult content. Explicit gay sex, strong language, graphic violence, abuse scenes, drug use. Reader discretion advised. less

This is a short sequel and NOT a standalone. You need to read "Red Hot" by K.A. Merikan first to enjoy this short story.Life hasn’t been a bed of roses for Loki, and he is painfully aware that his idyllic relationship with Red Jack has to be tended to if it is to last. So when Jack starts disappearing for longer and longer each day, Loki is on edge. But when Jack comes home smelling of women’s perfume, Loki knows it’s time to act... moreThis is a short sequel and NOT a standalone. You need to read "Red Hot" by K.A. Merikan first to enjoy this short story.Life hasn’t been a bed of roses for Loki, and he is painfully aware that his idyllic relationship with Red Jack has to be tended to if it is to last. So when Jack starts disappearing for longer and longer each day, Loki is on edge. But when Jack comes home smelling of women’s perfume, Loki knows it’s time to act. His man might be evading questions, but Loki will find out where Jack disappears to, and he will make sure everyone knows Jack is his and his only. THEMES: established couple, jealousy, secrets, romance, motorcycle club, in the closet less

--- One love. One motorcycle club. Two stepbrothers. --- Ryder. Controlling. Ambitious. Protective. Jed. Self-destructive. Trapped. Lonely. Their love? Forbidden. Taboo. All-consuming. For Jed, the Coffin Nails Motorcycle Club is family. With them, he learned how to think, what to enjoy, and how to fight, but there is one thing he knows his friends can’t find about. They would never accept him as gay, and so his life is a constant struggle with desires that fill him with despair... more--- One love. One motorcycle club. Two stepbrothers. --- Ryder. Controlling. Ambitious. Protective. Jed. Self-destructive. Trapped. Lonely. Their love? Forbidden. Taboo. All-consuming. For Jed, the Coffin Nails Motorcycle Club is family. With them, he learned how to think, what to enjoy, and how to fight, but there is one thing he knows his friends can’t find about. They would never accept him as gay, and so his life is a constant struggle with desires that fill him with despair. Only there is a much darker secret lurking in Jed’s heart. His feelings for his stepbrother, Ryder, go far beyond brotherly. Trapped with a yearning that can never be fulfilled, Jed spirals out of control and unwillingly puts the love of his life in danger. Ryder is climbing up the ranks. Recently promoted to sergeant-at-arms, he has it all: drive, respect, and the love of his biker family. When his stepbrother gets into trouble with the law, Ryder decides to take the blame and save him from a long sentence. Deep inside, he knows there is nothing he wouldn’t do for Jed, but through a desperate attempt to suppress his own hidden desires, he might irreversibly break the man he secretly loves. But finding out what they feel for each other will test their loyalty to the Coffin Nails MC and change their lives irreversibly. POSSIBLE SPOILERS: Themes: Outlaw motorcycle club, criminal activity, forbidden love, stepbrothers, blackmail, homophobia, alpha male Genre: M/M dark romance, suspense, drama Length: 135 000 words (standalone novel) WARNING: Adult content that might be considered taboo. Explicit content, strong language, violence. Reader discretion advised. less

--- Split between a lust for life and a craving for death ---Astaroth. Motorcycle club president’s daughter. Virgin. Occultist.Hunter. Outlaw biker. Loves a challenge. Ex-Christian.Hunter knew he was in deep shit when a patchover went sideways, ending up with his prez dead, and him and his cousin becoming live-in hostages at the Coffin Nails MC clubhouse... more--- Split between a lust for life and a craving for death ---Astaroth. Motorcycle club president’s daughter. Virgin. Occultist.Hunter. Outlaw biker. Loves a challenge. Ex-Christian.Hunter knew he was in deep shit when a patchover went sideways, ending up with his prez dead, and him and his cousin becoming live-in hostages at the Coffin Nails MC clubhouse. What he didn’t know though, was that the girl he fucked just a few days before was the Coffin Nails club president’s daughter, set on having nothing to do with him after a creepy one-night stand in an abandoned church. Tough luck, because Hunter is not a quitter, even if getting involved with the prez's hot daughter could get him killed.Astaroth is devastated after losing the two people closest to her. Unable to connect with her grieving father, she believes that a ritual described in her late mother’s notes might hold the key to bringing back the balance in her family. During the ceremony, she needs to get pregnant by the demon she summons, but why does he have to appear in the form of a handsome, long-haired, asshole of a biker, who just doesn’t know when to give up? She never intended to see him again, but there he is, a new member of her dad’s club. And worst of all, the other man who appeared that fateful night, Hunter’s cousin, is also up for seconds. Astaroth was supposed to die in nine months, but instead, she is only beginning to feel truly alive for the first time. But no matter what she feels for the man who crashed into her life so unexpectedly, if she ever wants her family to be whole again, she needs to finish what she started. POSSIBLE SPOILERS:Themes: Outlaw motorcycle club, criminal activity, forbidden love, overprotective father, secret baby, revenge, occultGenre: New Adult erotic contemporary romance, suspense (NOT paranormal)Length: ~93,000 words (STANDALONE novel)WARNING: Adult content. Explicit sexual content, strong language, violence, and topics that might be considered taboo. Reader discretion advised. less

--- When life gives you blood, make mayhem. ---Grim. Assassin. Leather-clad sex god. Has the most unusual taste in men.Misha. Mutilated. Afraid. Will never trust again.Grim is a bloodthirsty killer, and he owns it. Gay in a world of outlaw bikers, he firmly stands his ground if anyone dares to cross him. He takes pleasure in showing homophobes their place and fucking his way through a life of carnage. But there is a part of him always aching for something he cannot get... more--- When life gives you blood, make mayhem. ---Grim. Assassin. Leather-clad sex god. Has the most unusual taste in men.Misha. Mutilated. Afraid. Will never trust again.Grim is a bloodthirsty killer, and he owns it. Gay in a world of outlaw bikers, he firmly stands his ground if anyone dares to cross him. He takes pleasure in showing homophobes their place and fucking his way through a life of carnage. But there is a part of him always aching for something he cannot get. When by chance he saves the most perfect guy he’s ever met, he is not about to let him go. Even if it means he needs to smother his broken bird.When a masked, bloodstained man rescues Misha from captivity, he doesn’t know if he should thank the menacing stranger or stab him and run. Grim is not the kind of man who takes no for an answer, and Misha might now be in more danger than when he was trapped as a sex slave.Misha cannot deny though that Grim is as alluring as he is frightening, and once Misha realizes what power his body holds over Grim, he understands that taming the beast of a man could be within his reach. But any possibility of a future together is like a house of cards when Zero, the sadistic crime lord who destroyed Misha’s life, sets out to get him back.Will the ruthless biker assassin at Misha’s side be enough to conquer the monsters from his past?POSSIBLE SPOILERS:Themes: Outlaw motorcycle club, organized crime, assassin, chase, disability (amputee), devotee, revenge, redemption, kidnapping, road trip, fear, hurt/comfort, past abuseGenre: M/M dark erotic romance, thrillerLength: ~110,000 words (STANDALONE novel)WARNING: This book contains adult content that might be considered taboo. Strong language, violence and torture. Reader discretion advised. less

--- You always want what you can’t have. ---David. Catholic. Gay. Set on keeping his purity ring.Raja. Biker. Manwhore. Never refuses a bet.David has always tried to be the best son his parents could dream of. Always at church on Sunday. Always eager to help with the garden. Always trying his best at school. Prim, proper, innocent, and kind... more--- You always want what you can’t have. ---David. Catholic. Gay. Set on keeping his purity ring.Raja. Biker. Manwhore. Never refuses a bet.David has always tried to be the best son his parents could dream of. Always at church on Sunday. Always eager to help with the garden. Always trying his best at school. Prim, proper, innocent, and kind.But deep inside of him, there is a yearning planted by the devil himself, and when a cocky, foul-mouthed biker pulls him a step too far, David doesn’t fall into the abyss. He leaps.Raja is all he’s ever dreamed of, yet didn’t dare voice. Older, dangerous, a wall of muscle with a grip so strong David can’t resist him no matter how hard he tries.As a freshly appointed president of a motorcycle club on the verge of ruin, Raja has a lot to live up to. Being gay doesn’t do him any favors in terms of commanding the respect of his men. He has his way of compensating though.Always first in a fight.Always bragging about his sexual conquests.Always up for a bet.Daring, tattooed, sexy, and unapologetic.After he boasts he can have any man he wants, he gets challenged to hook up with the preppy guy wallflowering at a party. Raja can’t wait to pop the innocent cutie’s cherry. But when he finds out the guy is his friend’s younger brother, life gets a whole lot messier. Why is the one guy who should be off-limits always the most tempting?POSSIBLE SPOILERS:Themes: Outlaw motorcycle club, organized crime, religion, homophobia, bet, good boy meets bad boy, coming outGenre: M/M romance, suspenseLength: ~100,000 wordsWARNING: This book contains steamy sexual content and graphic violence. less

--- When a match meets gasoline. ---Mona. Mafia princess. Rebellious Italian beauty. Runaway bride.Rain. Motorcycle club president’s daughter. Androgynous biker goddess. After her sister was forced into an arranged marriage, Mona vowed she would never suffer the same fate. She would do whatever she had to, even set the church on fire, catch the first bus to nowhere without a dollar in her pocket while still wearing her wedding dress... more--- When a match meets gasoline. ---Mona. Mafia princess. Rebellious Italian beauty. Runaway bride.Rain. Motorcycle club president’s daughter. Androgynous biker goddess. After her sister was forced into an arranged marriage, Mona vowed she would never suffer the same fate. She would do whatever she had to, even set the church on fire, catch the first bus to nowhere without a dollar in her pocket while still wearing her wedding dress.Away from her controlling family, Mona intends to fight for her financial independence on the stripping pole at the Smoke Valley Motorcycle Club. Her plan is to earn enough cash for further travels, but once she gets closer to Rain, and becomes more comfortable on the back of her bike than she ever was in the world of privilege, staying in the middle of Nowhere, Nevada no longer sounds so bad.Rain doesn’t do girlfriends. Her biker lifestyle means secrecy and unsavory deeds no girl she’s met would roll with. Her only goal is to smash the glass ceiling of her family-run biker gang and become the first female member. She does do flings though, and the Italian beauty who crashes her birthday party is perfect for one of those. But Mona sticks around. Rain can’t stay away, and all rules go out the window when Rain finds out Mona is the runaway daughter of a mafioso. Maybe she could just be the kind of woman who understands living outside the lawWhen the mafia comes after Mona, Rain has to choose between loyalty to the club and the woman of her dreams. One thing is certain - there will be no escape without mayhem.POSSIBLE SPOILERS:Themes: mafia, organized crime, marriage, forbidden love, danger, motorcycle club, biker chick, family, rebellion, independence, first relationship, self-discoveryGenre: F/F romance, suspenseErotic content: Explicit scenesLength: ~60,000 words (STANDALONE novel)WARNING: Adult content. Contains violence, distressing scenes, offensive language, and morally ambiguous protagonists. less

“Your secret’s safe with me, Leo Heller. Whatever happens here, nobody will know. Ever. Do you understand?” Zolt. Gay. Player. Predator. Fetish: Straight guys Leo. Straight. Biker. Prey. Fetish: True love Zolt knows what he wants from life--cold hard cash so that he can enjoy an early retirement in the Carribean as rent boys serve him drinks on the beach. Meanwhile, he’s got his pawn shop as a front for illegal operations, and a baseball bat to deal with troublemakers... more“Your secret’s safe with me, Leo Heller. Whatever happens here, nobody will know. Ever. Do you understand?” Zolt. Gay. Player. Predator. Fetish: Straight guys Leo. Straight. Biker. Prey. Fetish: True love Zolt knows what he wants from life--cold hard cash so that he can enjoy an early retirement in the Carribean as rent boys serve him drinks on the beach. Meanwhile, he’s got his pawn shop as a front for illegal operations, and a baseball bat to deal with troublemakers. When it comes to men, Zolt loves the chase, and his favorite, most elusive prey is curious straight guys. He goes out of his way to seduce and devour them. If he can be their first, all the better. His next mark? A biker. And not just any. An outlaw, Leo Heller. Leo’s got his future all figured out. A wife, two to four kids, maybe a dog. If love was as easy as others make it seem, Leo would have been married already. A string of failed relationships leads him to the one person he shouldn’t be crushing on, shouldn’t be admiring, and most definitely shouldn’t be touching. Because a man like Zolt Andorai won’t give Leo the family he wants. Hell, Zolt doesn’t even do boyfriends. But what Zolt does offer is no-strings-attached experimentation, and Leo is only human. After all, if no one ever finds out Leo’s secret, it’s as if it doesn’t exist. One kiss leads to another, lines blur, and before Leo knows it, he’s in over his head. In love. Helpless. POSSIBLE SPOILERS:Themes: Outlaw motorcycle club, organized crime, homophobia, hurt/comfort, forced proximity, coming out, seduction, forbidden attraction, first love, greed, player, family ties Genre: M/M romance, suspense Length: ~110,000 words (Standalone novel) Steam level: Scorching hot, emotional, explicit scenes WARNING: This story contains scenes of violence, offensive language and morally ambiguous characters. less

— Face of an angel. Mind in the gutter.---Mike. Macho Biker. Scarred. Will never love again.Arden. Femme boy. Jaded. Will never succumb to lust again.Mike is always on the lookout for a fresh fling, and there are more than enough chicks for a stud like him at the Smoke Valley MC clubhouse. But the pretty little thing he spots at the gas station turns out to be a boy, and that triggers all sorts of confusion... more— Face of an angel. Mind in the gutter.---Mike. Macho Biker. Scarred. Will never love again.Arden. Femme boy. Jaded. Will never succumb to lust again.Mike is always on the lookout for a fresh fling, and there are more than enough chicks for a stud like him at the Smoke Valley MC clubhouse. But the pretty little thing he spots at the gas station turns out to be a boy, and that triggers all sorts of confusion.Mike loves a challenge, so when he’s given the cold shoulder, his predator senses are set aflame! Straight or not, Mike makes a bet with his cousin and won’t settle for anything other than a total seduction of Arden.Arden has bigger fish to fry than some biker’s petty insecurities. His last relationship has left him jaded and hurt, so he will never again succumb to the charms of a bad boy. Especially since Mike isn’t just hot, he’s freaking irresistible. Older, dangerous, and cocky, Mike will be Arden’s downfall if he isn’t careful.But when a monster from Arden’s past reaches out his claws, the only deterrent Arden can think of is claiming Mike is his new boyfriend. So now he’s stuck in a fake relationship with a straight guy.For Mike, what starts as a game turns out to be an awakening he’d never expected. The ice prince in lace is actually hot as hellfire, with a gutter mind to match Mike’s, and all of a sudden, his scarred heart is not as safe as he’d thought it was.WARNING: This story contains scenes of violence, mentions of past abuse, offensive language and morally ambiguous characters.POSSIBLE SPOILERS: Themes : fake relationship, bet, ice prince, player, gay-for-you, crossdressing, outlaw biker gang, self-discovery, age gap, protector, lingerie, commitment-phobe, big family Genre : Scorching hot M/M romance, romantic suspense Length : ~ 95,000 words (Standalone) less

— You don’t get to choose your guardian angel. — El. Punk. Bag of trouble. Trig’s first love.Trig. Outlaw biker. Killer. El’s only hope.El has reached the end of the line. Indebted to a cartel and unable to pay, he’d sooner die than be tortured. There’s no one he can ask for help. He’s burned all bridges and trusts nobody. His life is a well of regrets and he can spot the biggest one just as he’s about to die, because it has a face and a name.His old flame appears out of nowhere and saves him... more— You don’t get to choose your guardian angel. — El. Punk. Bag of trouble. Trig’s first love.Trig. Outlaw biker. Killer. El’s only hope.El has reached the end of the line. Indebted to a cartel and unable to pay, he’d sooner die than be tortured. There’s no one he can ask for help. He’s burned all bridges and trusts nobody. His life is a well of regrets and he can spot the biggest one just as he’s about to die, because it has a face and a name.His old flame appears out of nowhere and saves him.His old flame who left him to join a biker gang.His old flame who shouldn’t even know where El lives.But Trig knows exactly where El lives and what he’s been up to, because Trig never gave up on him. He was told to stay away, so he respected El’s wishes. Kind of. Almost. Not exactly.Trig’s been keeping watch from the shadows, but he’s done with that. This time, he’s not letting El go.POSSIBLE SPOILERS:Themes: outlaw biker gang, protector, found family, second chancesGenre: Scorching hot M/M romance, romantic suspenseLength: ~38,000 words (Standalone)WARNING: This story contains scenes of violence, mentions of past abuse, offensive language and morally ambiguous characters. less