He's gone. Oh God, how is he really gone?I don't know what to feel. Nobody knows about Jake's affairs. What would be the point in telling them now?He left me behind with such a mess. I can't say no when his brother, Reed, offers to help. And honestly, I don't want to say no.Reed has always been there for me, but now that he's living with me, the lines in our relationship are starting to blur... moreHe's gone. Oh God, how is he really gone?I don't know what to feel. Nobody knows about Jake's affairs. What would be the point in telling them now?He left me behind with such a mess. I can't say no when his brother, Reed, offers to help. And honestly, I don't want to say no.Reed has always been there for me, but now that he's living with me, the lines in our relationship are starting to blur. Am I just grieving or is there more? Either way, I know what I'm doing is a mistake, but I can't for the life of me seem to stop. Warning: Contains Adult Content less