Unapologetic Series by Pamela Ann

Our story was bittersweet, sad, happy and hopeful. He was my first everything. I gave him my heart—coming in and out of my life whenever it was convenient for him. I gave him my all—though he graced the tabloids with different women in his arms. River Ellis was Hollywood’s golden bad boy. He rose to fame a few years before me. And now that I’m slowly gaining ground in the film industry, he decided it was time to charm me with his godly presence... moreOur story was bittersweet, sad, happy and hopeful. He was my first everything. I gave him my heart—coming in and out of my life whenever it was convenient for him. I gave him my all—though he graced the tabloids with different women in his arms. River Ellis was Hollywood’s golden bad boy. He rose to fame a few years before me. And now that I’m slowly gaining ground in the film industry, he decided it was time to charm me with his godly presence. For two years after he left me, I had built resistance; simply waiting for the day he’d come begging me back and I’d truly take pleasure in rejecting him. But time and time again, even though I’d set my heart and mind into doing one thing, life had a way of testing my will, my endurance. less

'Tis one thing to be tempted, another thing to fall. – William ShakespeareTemptation is a wild dance, a tug of war of will, of faith, testing your limits, stretching your boundaries until you succumb to its wicked spell. Once it's touched you, tainted you, there's no turning back. It stays with you, feeding your doubts, nurturing your insecurity. Love … it can only go so far until it can no longer heal you... more'Tis one thing to be tempted, another thing to fall. – William ShakespeareTemptation is a wild dance, a tug of war of will, of faith, testing your limits, stretching your boundaries until you succumb to its wicked spell. Once it's touched you, tainted you, there's no turning back. It stays with you, feeding your doubts, nurturing your insecurity. Love … it can only go so far until it can no longer heal you. When your soul seeks for something darker, an element harder to define, and you find yourself lost, forever searching for that missing piece that promises to complete you, there's no turning back.Like a ticking time bomb, I knew sooner or later, everything would begin to crumble. I should've known better. less

Cascade: Unapologetic: Book 3 Like the sands of time, it shifts, it's mercurial, it's unpredictable.  I grew up stern, detached, like a person looking through glass, observing. But all that lesson had come to the fore, and nothing could ever prepare me for what the next chapter entailed for me.  I could no longer be the observer... but the one being observed... moreCascade: Unapologetic: Book 3 Like the sands of time, it shifts, it's mercurial, it's unpredictable.  I grew up stern, detached, like a person looking through glass, observing. But all that lesson had come to the fore, and nothing could ever prepare me for what the next chapter entailed for me.  I could no longer be the observer... but the one being observed. He ceaselessly watched, clutching onto me like a disease, his poison gradually possessing me until I’m fully submerged, under his twisted spell. The dark side of love—his perverse love. My heart ceased to exist. My career was rising, my name was getting recognized. I had the fame I fought so hard to get, the very thing I didn’t want to sacrifice when he issued an ultimatum. I ran away from reality. I didn’t want to face my past and the very man who triggered all the bad and all the good I once had.  I’ve embraced my blackened soul. I’m immersed in it with no hope of escaping. Men clamored to have me while I waited for his beckoning…and he will come knocking. He always does. Time didn’t exist between us. The thought of seeing him again left me breathless. I was terrified he’d find out my secret…so I’ll keep on running until he finds me. I had it all and yet I was a walking disaster. less